"Open doors as I walk inside
Swallow me so the pain subsides
And I shake as I take this in
Let the show begin



The higher you are
The farther you fall
The longer the walk
The farther you crawl
My body my temple
This temple it tells
Yes I am I am I am (.. the house that jack built).. "

Payback Time

Have you ever let your breath control you?

Childhood Inspiration

Be a Paradox. Deliberately. Like Shakespeare's clowns.
The fools will take you for a fool,
And the wise will see wisdom.
But Who really are you? As always: A Paradox.

There is no innocence in this poem

What enlightenment!?
Always keep me a child that
with fresh eyes your creation sees,
and jumps with joy at the prospect
of candy treats!

Vijnana Bhairava

You reach Bhairava, through pure grace. No amount of dharana or yukti can get you there. Awareness is a gift from God, that comes from surrender. It cannot be consciously "raised". If at all, 'The Ascent' happens through descent.

the arrogance of the ones that think they've "gotten it", is more dangerous than the ignorance of the ones who think they haven't.

so if you are reading this blog, watch out!

The mind that has died to itself, knows no Great Masters.
It only knows itself.

Deer Park Library/Cease to Be

It is there, when i am not there.
how can i ever know it?
maybe i should drop all pretense
There is no way for me to grasp it.
And when it is, there is peace.
Not that i know it as peace,
for where am i when there is peace.
The I is an eternal disturbance,
a distortion and diversion.
From the birdsong and warm light,
the silence and the smile.
Prayer flags in the wind, Majestic mountains
and their snow caps, quiet plants in the sunlight.
This is now and ever.

find god. reach god.

Please be in silence, and choicelessly watch. it's probably the greatest service you can offer :)